Friday, September 20, 2013

What's up Fam!!! Glad Too See You

Hi Everyone,  I invited you here to share some information that i've learned throughout my years of battling cancer and I hope my blog can be the most informative site you will ever read... For most of you it will blow your mind and for others it will remind you of what you know or perhaps enlightened you on what you thought you knew.  Since the early to mid 90's I've been aware of some of the things our government has kept secret and suppressed... who's really behind our government not to mention what they really stand for... I was so overwhelmed with the information then I couldn't process it all and when trying to explain what i had learned made me seem crazy, psycho and every other mental disorder to whom ever i told.  I left it alone after damn near going crazy, I couldn't believe what i was reading. But now it's time again. I know now I am not crazy and there are more and more documentation proving that there is a cure for all diseases Including HIV and Aids.

Now the information I want to share will be overwhelming and unbelievable, you may think how can our government do these things and why would they.  It will definitely get you upset and angry finding out why they do it , it may even get you to take action in your life and take control of how you live and how long you live this one life we have,... but most importantly it will educate you and open your eyes to the real truth and give you the tools too at least play this game of theres fairly.

Being diagnosed with cancer for the second time and experiencing both events with two different types of Insurances woke the anger back up and actually I saw the game that was being played in real time... and what I mean by that is that the first time I had cancer was lung cancer and I had a good job, great healthcare insurance, top specialist, doctors and the boot.  There was no test nor special services denied to me, I had the best in care.  My second go round with Brain Cancer I have government insurance and it is a whole different ball game. Denied left and right for most medications, I'm only offered certain test, you only can use certain facilities such as Johns Hopkins because i still use my mom's address in the city, unless I change my insurance or move out of state.  It's Just have been a whole lot of red tape and delays, sit and wait for application to be process... Just like begging for a dollar on the corner. Degrading!!!!

Now I could have taking all there bureaucracy as a negative experience and allow them to do whatever they felt like as far as multiple surgeries, chemo (which I have done chemo) radiation and whatever afterwards. So yea I was following the normal routine like everyone else in the family that went through cancer.  So I decided to really do research and understand what my option really were, (my own damn second opinion) what cause my tumor and how can I avoid surgery which i was told if i didn't proceed with surgery immediately I would not survive a year.  (I am well passed a year now if they were correct at their prediction I should not have been at the family reunion).  So That really devastated me hearing that. I had just lost my stepmother (Dean) in which I was still grieving and  losing our cousin Denitra in the midst of finding out about my own situation, I wanted to just crawl under a rock and just let it be.

I will never forget that phone call from my sister Cynthia telling me that nitra passed, I had just left my Dr's appt and was on my way to visit Cynthia and she call me telling me that Nitra passed.  I pulled over parked and sat in my car crying my eyes out, beating my steering wheel and the roof of my car until my hands were bleeding, i then got out my car and turned over a trash can pickin it up and throwing it in the street... I literally was done with this and saw no hope and it was right then I decided why should I even try and fight this... It's a losing battle and i would rather go with not putting anyone else especially Cynthia through having to be a caregiver for me.  She had been through enough... and for me to ask of her would have been selfish and uncaring even though I know she would have without a doubt. That's just who she is and is a true angel.

So enough of my story and thank you for reading it. But lets learn what causes cancer and how we can prevent it in this generation of Scott's and the next.

Sincerely Jeffrey D. Scott (period)  akacoleone

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